take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
10:31 PM
why is it fxcking hard to love someone.
im. yeah there's no problem in falling in love.
but i regret things that i did and i wish i did things when i have the chance.
dammit. i fxcking hate my life. i wish id die so this hurting would stop already. its too much. i dont think i could handle it.
loving him is too painful because the love i gave him he doesnt return it. its really hard and painful for me. tell me. is it too much or is it NOT ENOUGH. ill do anything just for you to love me. but love isnt that way u cant FORCE love. it just happens that LOVE needs to be patient. ayt.
he said he LOVED ME. i dont know if the words coming out of his mouth came from his heart. hey person ARE YOU SERIOUS. if you are. please tell me. mmkay. I JUST FXCKING LOVE YOU. dont u know. this 3 words makes me smile. so dont make it a joke.
I JUST WANT TO BE WITH YOU RIGHT NOW.
hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*